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February 10, 2009 Exam is just ard the corner and i've yet to revise. Reason bcoz i don't know what to revise. hiaakk dusshh!!! Anyone got mr james ppt slides can send it to me through email pleasseee??? Gamsahamnida =)Oh pastamania dah halal!!! Seronok nye!! Slalu tgk org mkn tk halal pn dorg rembat. But now dah halal yeay! Excited for no reason. haha Fish n co bile nk halal plak? haha I have this very bad habit of eating before i go to sleep. A very bad bad habit indeed. How to shed off some fats like this? Oh well. True fact is i don't really bother abt being fat and what ppl say/tease abt me. I love the way i am now. Or is it i'm already too immune to it? Hmmm. I've tasted the worst in life before. I do admit that sometimes what ppl say abt me do affect and make my self-esteem running low. The result is i'll have no confidence. I noticed that fat or obese ppl are always a big issues among humans. I wonder why. Being someone fat, we can see who are the ppl ard us that are sincere in accepting for who we are and not someone else. Appreciating is the most important thing. I've met ppl who does not accept me for who i am but just take me as an option and stepping stone. How sad. One thing for sure i'll take every sarcasm as a challenge and i'm never gonna stoop so low. It's mind over matter. One thing for real is, ppl like me and sewaktu dgn nye tak pernah mintak dilahirkan begini. 2 years ago i still remembered what my ustazah said 'die boleh jadi besar tapi mungkin hati die besar, jadi bersyukurlah dpt anak yg mcm gini'. Then my eyes were flooding with tears. Trying hard to hold back my tears. To make myself think postitvely, i always say in my heart biar org pandang kite tk sempurna, tapi di mate allah kite sempurne. Moral of the story is jage la hati jgn jage bentuk badan paras rupe. Sebab allah pandang hamba2 nye dari hati bukan rupe. and jgn lupe jage la tulang yer sebab mati nanti tinggal tulang. so minum la susu bnyk2 eh haha. Tu sume tk kemane. Ape la sangat. I believe that one day i'll meet that person who can accept me for who i am. Like there's a saying goes like this; kalo pandang rupe bile da tk lawa, kite tinggalkn kalo pandang nafsu bile da puas kite carik yg laen kalo pandang harta bile da susah kite tinggalkn tapi...kalo ikhlas pandang hati sampai ke mati. true enough?? heh heh heh. Ooppzz pardon me for the emosi terganggu post. Perhaps only those ppl who are like me can understand how i felt all these while. Ok to go along with my sad sad post, do listen to this song. Very sedih seeyyy. This song is damn nice..Sedih nye lagu. I like the part '...kamu,kamu,kamu...' sedap seeeyyy. Ok dah bye! ps: Why do i still feel + + +
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