January 26, 2009

January is coming to an end. And soon it'll be february. Am counting the days for a big change in my life. ceeyyy cm paham. Still thinking though. Nope. I'm not counting the days for my birthday. I don't wanna bother about it. Coz i dunno why i'm expecting the worst. Have you ever cried on your birthday? I ever did. And i think it will happen again. Nyahaha. So what's the big change in my life? I'm getting engaged with anak raja! yeay!!! hahahaha!! No lah, but one fine day k. haha

So where was i? Ok so i spent some time reflecting on what i did and all. I'm too laid back. Lost in confusion. It's time to pick up the broken pieces of me and start mending my way to the right path. All these while i got lost along the way. I'm no longer young but not too old. Nyahaha! Gotta think more. Maybe i'm too playful and laugh too much. Excessive laughters may cause brain distortion. Nyahaha!

I was looking through some old pictures, when suddenly i felt the pinch of sadness. I miss my friends. But now, it seems that everyone is going on their separate ways. They got their own lives. I should find mine too. nyahaha. Somehow, somewhat, i miss having girls outing. I shall make myself busy so i won't be too indulge in sadness. The thing is life must go on. I think someday, i gotta agree with ppl saying that bestfriend won't last. And i'm starting to believe in that. Infact it did happened in my life. I did lost a bestfriend. Oh well. So now to all my bestfriends, you guys are no longer my bestfriends but my close friends. Coz bestfriend won't last. nYahaha. So friends you can regard me as your sister, mother, girlfriend, closefriend, neighbour, auntie, grandmama or watsoeva but not bestfriend k. Coz bestfriend won't last. Nyahaha

Ok, so now i don't wanna blog too much detail about what happened and all. Coz i've told ya before blogging is dangerous. Cyber world is dangerous. Don't expose too much detail about yourself or the people around you coz it may bring you harm. You'll never know sey. From now onwards, i'll start blogging about unnecessary and unimportant stuff. The rest i'll just keep it to myself. And the other thing is i'm just plain lazy to blog. hah -_-

The other dangerous thing about blogging is, when you can't control your emotions/anger. You'll tend to vent it by blogging. Where the whole world reads it. Well that's to my point of view. Sometimes, when we're not happy with that person or what we tend to discriminate or bitch abt that person indirectly. In other words, blog in an insinuating manner. Which i find it too childish. Nyahaha. Well, i've seen it. I've seen people fighting over at the blog. Mind you, they are not some kids okay. hah. See, that's how dangerous cyber world can be.

I've always been reminded to stay neutral and keep my comments to myself. Nyahaha i'll try my very best.

Thats all ppl!
Peace!




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