December 22, 2008

Today i went out. To shop AGAIN. I bought a top AGAIN. And planning to shop this week with the cousin AGAIN. Lalalalalalala. Ive been shopping like as if money fall from the sky. Ok, it's not like every time i get to do this. Since ive been saving from a few months back. So why not i spend my saving on the things i need. And it's december baybeh. Sales everywhere. NYAHAHAHA. Soon, i'll be broke. haha So much of me wanting to save money for rainy days. Lalalalala.

And today, saw his close friend. Oh and even his uncle, his cousin. Wahduh. Gue sakit hati banget sih. I wonder why i never got the chance to bump into him. If that were to happen, i guess i'll be speechless. Ok enough of that.

Ive been contemplating on whether to put up my archive. I thought what past is past. haha. Dunnoe leh. Still thinking. How eh? When i read back what i post since 2005, that is soo not me. Ok, we change as time goes by. People gets wiser when we grow older. So do i. I wanna change for the better. Insyaallah.

And so while i was reading one of my entry, i saw something that makes me LOL. hahahaha. I posted something that goes like this, "im getting frustrated blablabla.... And that reminds me of someone. I'm getting frustrated man, Where's the loot? HAHAHAHAHAHA! Ok, i miss my pmk mates. Bile mau kluas dong??

Lately, ive been thinking alot about death. Something that we can never escape from. It will happen to us when the time has come. But the thing is are we really ready for that? Every time when i can't sleep, i'll be thinking about those who had left. I wonder what happen. I'm scared. Coz my sin is much bigger than the ocean. I know ive sinned too much. I'm not perfect. Till now, i can't even complete my 5 prayers. I'm trying my best to complete it and what i need now is his guidance. Life is short. Life is not about waiting. It's about how you wanna spend your time with your life. My mom once told me that ive escaped from death once when i was a little girl. I was having my highest fever and was struggling and she said that as though i'm gonna die. But i didn't. Coz i'm given the chance to see wonderful things around me. Alhamdulilah. I'm grateful for everything. Family, great friends, wealth, health and happiness. And i'm even grateful for my butt. Although it's hahahaha. Shall not comment about it. -_-

I wonder what happens if i'm gone. Do my friends still remembers me? Hmmmm. Is it true that high fever can cause brain damage? If it's true then i guess there's a permanent damage in my brain. HAHAHAHA. Coz my friends call me GILERRRRR. Eh, i'm not k. I'm not gile. It's just the way i am. Yeah that's me. Sometimes, i get upset when they say i'm gile hahahaha. Coz it got me thinking whether i'm really crazy? I know i'm not.

So friends, lets all do something to get ourselves prepared. What if there's no tomorrow? Sayer nak masok syurga jugak sey. hahaha. Hope, all of us will meet in syurga one day k. Insyaallah. Amin.
K la byebye!




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