December 31, 2008
My fat and lazy hamster
Dede with her new friend! hahahaToday went to the clinic. Was feeling breathless. Felt like breaking down in tears while on the way to clinic. Not only becoz of the pain but it's bcoz of some other matter that really matters to me. The doc check my heartbeat and temperature. To my suprise, i'm having fever. And so i'm down with fever, cold, congested lungs and headache. All in one. Complicated. I thought i might have high blood pressure like what my father always predicted but no my blood pressure is good. hahaha. I'm feeling rather weak and still high on drugs. hahaha. I was given 4 kinds of pills and ephedrine for the nose. haiya. I felt reluctant to eat all those pills. And there goes my $$$ hahaha.
And i've got my love letter from singtel. Serve me right for not paying last month's bill. With the total amount i can buy lots of things. hahaha. And so, no more spending for me. Enough. Gotta save man. And i've got myself hooked to facebook. haha. It's much more better than friendster. So do add me on facebook yaw!
2008 is coming to an end. 2008 is not really a good start for me. But along the way i learnt lots of things. That's when i believe miracles do happened if i don't stop hoping. Becoming more wiser. Back to school unexpectedly. Met new friends. Dealing with loneliness. Bond between family getting better. Alhamdulilah. Finally i see bright sun shining. I no longer wait for the night to fall. And i no longer cry because of you. Yes you. Yeah that's my 2008.
Hoping my 2009 will be better. Maybe a new chapter begins along the way? Who knows. I've got no new year resolutions. I just wanna be who i am. heh.
A big thank you to Fini and the cousin for the care and concern when nobody else showed their care for me. erm..not even my parents. I really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. I wish i had someone special that i can always look up to. Maybe. One fine day.
Gotta rest and take those pills now. Wanna sleep early.
Can i sleep forever and never wake up?? -_-
Goodbye 2008. Hello 2009! =)
ps: maybe if one fine day my time has come, then you will believe that i 'm really in great pain.
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