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August 29, 2007 Hello WorldHello world! Hello everyone! Im back! Like finally after so much persuasion from them..Whakakaka!! Miss me?khakaka! Im back from disappearance for almost 1 year..Wow..soo long..Lucky that i did not delete this blog..If not it will be soo troublesome.. I started blogging since 2005 and stop blogging since last year..The reason why i stopped blogging was because i myself dunnoe why..haha..No, actually i realised that i can't control my anger so that's the reason why i stopped blogging.. I dun wanna vent my anger here and it won't be nice..Khakaka!! First of all, i really wanna say a BIG Thank You to my girlfriend for helping me with this bloggy..Makasih Banget gitu loh! Im like so lazy to find the blogskin and do what im supposed to do..Khakaka!! Since you've helped me, i think i will bake something sweet for you..So that you will get toothache..Eh not toothache but fats!! Whakakaka!! Eh wait, ape chappati?? Ah ok set! Just tell me when..Insyaallah.. All this while, i do have the urge to come back to the world of blogging..I've always wanted to rant everything that had happened..I used to keep a diary..I do keep it till now..Just that i dun pen down my thoughts in my diary anymore..Coz at one point of time, i think i've found myself a living diary..And i dun find the need to write in my diary anymore..That person is like a diary to me and i am the pen.. My very last entry was on april.. When i read back my diary, i reminisced every single things..How i missed the old times..When i had a great fall and was at my worst..I was alone..Trying to adjust myself with my new surroundings..Hopes and dreams being shattered to pieces..And even dreams that was about to turn to reality..Hopes being given..I thought happiness was on the way..Suddenly, what went wrong? I dunnoe..Im just soo confused..Time will tell..Patience takes it all.. I still remember the times when i went gugugagagegegigi over Rustam..Whakakaka!!! At that moment, i started to go crazy over cheese... Khakakaka!! Actually till now i am still crazy over cheese..Only you, you and you knows what i meant by cheese..Khakaka!! I mean halal cheese okay!Haiz..I miss everything..I miss my bestfriends..I wanna meet them..I wanna laugh with them.. haiz..ppl lets make plan to chill out together..This is like my very last wish gitu loh..And whats with me with that old padi song??haha..haiz.. Okay..umm..So many things had happened to me..For now i think, im facing depression..My insomnia is back! So does my headache..My appetite is soo unpredictable..One moment im hungry, and next i dun have any appetite to eat.. Nowadays i tend to think alot..Something's bothering me..Someone, anyone? Please help me clear my conscience..I can't take it no more..How much longer must i keep everything in darkness? Sometimes, i just can't put everything in words to describe what im feeling..I pray to be given more strength to face everything by myself..amin..Maybe there's a better plan being made for me..I just have to wait and see..Patience is the key... Fuyooh..what a long entry..Khakakaka!! Okay la thats all.. TAta! + + +
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