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July 03, 2006

Worsen

Bismillah..Assalammualaikum everyone..haha..

Okay first i wanna say that the weather is really HOT..Even now i am perspiring.. Okay then i dun need to go for a jog everyday to perspire alot..haha

And my sorethroat is getting worst.I cant stop coughing..First i got sorethroat and now im having sore eyes..No not really sore eyes ah adek bradek die je..My left eye is swollen..Da sepet makin sepet ako haha..So the sore sore haha..

Okay i think for one day i bathe for like 3 times haha..blame the weather so hot.. I feel like bathing with ice water..Or worst is sit inside the refrigerator haha..Disaat2 begini ako rase mcm nk pasang aircon ajek..haha..the fan with full blast wont work i tell ya..

And now here comes the holiday..I still cant imagine what i'll be doing for 3 weeks..Sit at home and rot..oh no no, i'll cook and ask my closed one to join in for a feast haha!! no occasion just for fun..haha

Mostly i'll be helping my mom to clean up, clean up..What more can i do besides that kan..

i feel like finding a job..naah..so i'll have stable income..

Fasting month is two months away..i wonder if i can stay till that long..hurhur..

Okay a lil update about friday..

Friday was Gma's chalet..Only me and Fini came..I did suspen them by not replying any msges..haha blame the battery..haha If you dun noe you wanna noe actually i cant be bothered to charge my phone..this is what happens haha..

I was wif my school uni until 11pm..haha confirm org ingat ako gile..

When i met up with fini was already late the we wen to search for her prezzie..

So i cant be bothered to run back home and change..

I did suspen my parents tooooo..HAHA..In my thoughts, sblom ako alek konfirm dorg ngat ako da mAtI tk balek2 agi..Kene kidnap ke kene rompak ke sesat tgh2 jln ke pengsan on the way ke..cam tu ah..memandang kan ako saket agi kn..haha

But no i was still safe..under his care amin..

Oh on that day too i saw him with his girlfren haha..wonder why i was too excited wen i saw him..So lucky to have pretty girlfren..Konfirm member kembang kalo die bace ni haha..Oh member aru amek lesen..so gud luck to you dude!Kalo da ade kenderaan jgn lupe ako haha!!

Actually my current mood is sad..SAD..yes..

I was about to lose my confidence again thanks to the people..Pls STOP making my self esteem low..I mean LOW..

I am not those lucky creature in the universe to get support from everyone close or knew me..Im tired okay..Sometimes we must watch what we say..Those come out from your mouth may have the risk..wth..

It is sad to see how ppl actually change..Change infront of your eyes..Change for the better is good but if change for the worst then im out of words..

Okay i'll shall not elaborate more..

I dun understand 'coward'..These are just making me confused.. After sharing those stories with him and her..im quite relieved..And thanks buddy for the advice..I'll head them insyallah..And i'll pray for you and her may the both of you last longer and lead a blessfull life ahead..insyallah..haha

Okay i shall stop here before it gets more longer..

Oh i'll be waiting for the invitation card next year..hehe

okay bye!

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