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May 04, 2006

Worst

Breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out...thats what im trying to do calmly..im dealing with my tsunami up and down life..trying my very best to survive if i can..Back to school,hell..just a word to describe what is school..i have to be patient and endure in silence is all i can do..can't wait to graduate from that school or worst that class..hell..

Im back again for idunnoewhy.. after a month of not being stress from schoolthatsisknownashell, here it comes again the tension stress hatred and-what-ever-is-related..heerrgghh..maybe lots of ppl might be happy and enjoying their school life but i dun..we dun..maybe not now i guess..and i miss my friend Aisha..after so long i never get to meet her again..and she left just like that..and no more of sharing stories like we used to..baahh..thats how worst my life can be.. all i can do is wishing her all the best in her life...

and i hate ppl to accuse me for nothing..due to the pekak-badak-tlinge-torek-kappe also known as buderk..if i can i would have sue you in court for that wild accusation..idiot..testing my boiling point only..wish you could trip and fall from the stairs and lose all your teeth!

I think i love Visual Basic and Java..for now i think..and my teacher is from China..and HE speaks damn softly that i think i can hear ants speaking more louder..haarrgghh..more worst..

I really cant wait to get out of this school but not forgetting with good gpa points to go higher nitec..hah

I dun have enough rest nowadays coz of the stupid timetable..worst is wednesday i'll be back home only by 7..baahh

Dear readers, what will you feel when your own flesh and blood wouldnt accept your existance and accept fo-who-you-are? absolutely damn heartbreaking rite?

i wouldnt even noe that i'll be born to this world..hah i dun wanna talk about this anymore..

i wish Along was here rite beside me and give me hopes to carry on with life..but too bad he will never ever can be here rite beside me..Along is the best existance in the world..i can only live with you in the midst of thin air..im still hoping for him anyway..in wonder world we can live happily ever after but this is not the ending, with Ibu,Along and not forgetting yours truly adekmu..what a happy life..

And im tired of waiting..waiting for??hmm..i dun noe what to say more..just go and enjoy urself and next when you're in trouble come and find me..thanks..This is world..full of controversi and wateva..

hah i'll end here..what a long entry..

gudbye..

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