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April 03, 2006 Sick My dear friends, i dun noe why but something is bothering me..i think im suffering from an illness boohoo..touch wood..i dun noe..somehow i feel like its cancer in the brain or anything that are related to the brain or head..its very torturing mind you..ive been suffering the pain for i dun noe how long..i always have the positive thinking saying its my migrane thats making me more sick and losing my hair every single day..my mother always told me its impossible and its ridiculous..and what if its possible one day and whos gonna answer for that??tapi ako redha.. maybe ppl might be wondering..the fact is i dun even can afford to have my full medical check up..what more to work and earn money for myself when im not healthy and fit..but i dun want to burden my father what more to make him feel more disturbed to pay this and that..maybe if i have the chance and if its the end of everything i'll pray to allah to let me go without having my parents at the stake of burden..amin..subhanallah.. i wish i can tell everyone how much i appreciate every single soul around me..coz ppl say treasure as much as you can while you have the chance..if not then dun go crying bcoz everything is too late.. but we are humans no perfect..everyone makes mistake..at this moment while im typing, i feel like crying i dun noe why.. Kengkwn if ever i have to leave pls come to my house for the last time to see me..hahaha boohoo =( Taburkan lah bunga dan siramkan lah air di atas pusara ku..Senyum lah disaat akhir kau menatap wajah ku.. hahaha we dun noe when we will leave maybe today, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow or next week next year??i dun noe..everything is written.. ok la ppl gudbye..
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