January 18, 2006

Everyone is against me..even you the one reading now..today is like fark sux day!
nabe cheekbye..i hate my mother..i hate my father..i hate my brother..i hate my teacher..i hate my skool friends..i hate skool..i hate everyone in my life now..i even hate you the one reading now..im not hating ppl for no reasons..these ppl are forcing me to hate them for the rest of my life! i wan to rest in peace..but peace is not by my side..
this may look like a suicide letter..up to you..you decide..i may look sick in the brain..so wat its my problem..i hate clever students..im not jealous please..they are only clever but not smart..ass..
i hate these ppl coz they are bias and pilih kasih like fark..they dun care bout ppl hearts..fark..
this may be the dead end for me..i received warning letter from my skool for being farking absence for many days..dun you farkers out there get it that i really hate skool tats why im absent for farking such days..you asked me whether i wan to continue or the other way round?of coz my farking answer is wanna quit..fark..
so wat if im rude here and dun care bout my language..its my say and this the only place i can farking vent my anger!
im trying to control my emotional..but tears keep rolling down..fark..im being doomed..
i noe ive been a burden to all..and have never been stoping giving problems to my parents..coz they dun farking understand me..they dun get it that i wan attention tats why problems is always on the way..fark..i hate my mother..coz she always pressure me..even in the toilet the place i get some peace..how cruel she is..shes alwaes on my brothers side..never be by my side..the fault will always be pushed to me..thank you very much..
i wish to runaway from home..but i dunnoe where to go..only god noes how i feel now..
i wanna sleep now..i dun wanna care bout ppl anymore..wen i wake up i wish to pretend as if nothing happened..bye bye..




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