December 30, 2005

I wish i wish i wish..i wish my wishes are granted..if only..i wish i have a tuut tuut tuut..only god noes what i wish for..i wish i have a family..like the fact is i do have a family now..but mayb it doesnt seem so..i wish i was closer to my parents..i wish i cld be my daddys girl like every other girls do..heh im not jealous..i wish i was closer to my mom like every girls out there that can make their mom their enemy and besfriend..i wish....i wish i have a sister that i can share my happiness my sorrowness and even my darkest secrets ever to her and mayb if that happened i dun need any girlfrens to listen to my long winded stories..i wish..i wish i have really close guy friends coz i think they dun noe the meaning of jealousy and their attitude simply not like girls..like baaahh..i wish i have a permanent listening ear so i wont keep anymore dark secrets deep inside my heart..i wish i have a pet rabbit so i can talk to it every minute every seconds coz they dun noe how to talk back like baahh..and i'll be the most happiest person ever coz im getting sick of my mirror mirror on the wall if ever i get a rabbit..i wish to be a singer if only and the fact im really shy to face thousands of ppl what more singing in front of them haha i wish..i wish to be a gothic neh thats too much to wish for baahh..
i wish to loose weight and cut off my fats on my cheeks my tummy my butt and my everything so those morons farkers idiotic ppl wont have to critisice me anymore..and my last ever wish that i really hope and wish for..i wish for a tuut tuut tuut by my side..i'll be the most happiest person if ever i have a tuut to share every thing bad or good thin or thick with my tuut..isnt life is made for sharing?i wish.....
so can you see my ever long listed wishing wishes that i wished for..thats my wishes for 2006..that shows how empty my life can be..its like im the only loner in this world..oh pathetic..see everyone is busy with their lifes and me?im just finding what i need in my life to make myself busy..and another thing i hate those trendy wankers out there..they sucks alot..they do..bunch of farkers..and stop reading lah fuck if you hate it..hate me for all i care..coz i dun care..
i'll leave the past behind and look forward at the bright stars..and thanks for saying that bright star we saw that night is for me..baahh..

To my mom:dun you worry sooner or later i be DEAD as you ever wished for

To my brother:im really sorry for being extremely violent to you coz thats the only way that works to stop wat ever ure doing

To my dad:keep on pushing the blame on me and dun you ever forget im the rubbish bin in the family

To my friends:im speechless..i dun noe what to say anymore

gOOd-bye.




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