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November 08, 2005 Ok ive no mood for the time being..now i realised that im in the risk of loosing somebody..my loved ones..as in "pergi takkan kembali"its really heartbreaking hearing how she was now..knowing how she behaves really opened my eyes widely..im really scared it might ended too soon..upon hearing that she had a dream..mayb a long dream..my tears wanna drop.. although we cant really prove our care and concern to you..but we still love you dearly.. plz forgive me..im gonna regret if i dun get chance to provide you with anything.. once its over..everything is gonna be over..the ties and the bonds that we are having now will break soon.. though theres no memories between us i still respect and love you as who you are.. i know the hardship that you've gone through is really heartbreaking..i know theres sumthing behind you silence.. i wish im not too late..i wanna give you my warm hug and my kiss to you.. but we are humans..today we plan he'll decide it next..from him we came to him we'll be back..i guess ill not stop praying hard for her well being..AMIN.. Im so sorry for making you feel hurt..hurt badly by me..i cant control my feelings.. when im reminded how you treated us...im really mad..and when my shadow and my past came haunting me back..i juz cant be who i am.. have you ever know i feel now?no you dont..you dun even care..dont you know how some ppl treated me? those whom i thought will be there and wont turn back on their words.. i've been backstabb by those cunning ppl..and some even use me as their stepping stones..some even leave aft they've got what they wanted..thank you very much.. ive been deceived by those deceivers.. im out of words.. so gOOd-bye.. + + +
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