November 22, 2005

Hwuah..so long neva update coz i thought of leaving the world of blogging huahahha den suddenly have the mood to blog but actually ive no mood la..hah nonsense..
i didnt expect this to happened..but then what am i suppose to do..ok stop..lets talk abt raye outing with my frenz..we started last saturdae..it was fun yet worst thing is that my heels stuck in the blardy drain..huahaha..we onli wen to few houses coz its nite oredi..and mine was the last house..had much fun especially wen the part of laughing..i really love it..too bad widad cldnt tag along..mayb next raye kot..ok enough of raye story..
what am i suppose to do?cry till my eye balls out?or laugh till my lungs out? im confused right now..this is full of crap..me myself even cldnt understand my ownself wat else expect you to understand..thankz aniwae for making things worst..
i didnt expect aniting in return when i start blabbering nonsense..i juz wan you to listen..thats all..fullstop.
the UNEXPECTED return of bla bla bla..hey cant you see that ive no time to tolerate this nonsense?i appreciate for widening my surroundingz..but this is not the way..wen the time has come..it will come..thats the right moment..im not trying to be a snob..of even worst being so picky..plz understand my situation right now..im still being traumatize but that incident..baahh..i juz hope you my unexpected guest to stop bothering me for the moment or the best is pls stop bothering me..baahh..

for the moment..ive no mood to do aniting..i juz wanna sit and watch the world pass by me..oh no no no..watch the birds fly high in the sky..or watch the nite sky fill with the twinkling tiny stars followed by the bright bright moon..coz i prefer silence..nite is betta..
let all the hatred sadness depressed confused feelings out..out in the silence..wen theres nobody there..let my mind fly high..isnt that great..i wish i cld do that..but where shld i go..
wen im sick in not asking for attention..im not an attention seeker..but wat am i suppose to do?im in great pain rite now..you dun even care even though you've saw my condition..you juz dun care..im not asking for your money..im juz askin you to ease my painness..i onli have two hands how do you expect me to manage on my own..baahh..let me suffer the pain in silence..ok wateva..i rather be silent..
ok gOOd-bye..




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