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November 06, 2005 Bak kate pepatah melayu.."Tak gune kalau ade mata tapi tk dapat melihat, tk gune kalau ade hati tapi tak dapat menilai"Raye is over..but yet i feel nuting..every yr is the same..the celebration is not happening..i juz wish i cld celebrate like other families..having family gathering on the first of syawal..but too bad tat is juz my dream..nehh..dream on.. i juz cldnt take it anymore..when the night is silent when everyone is fast asleep.. i juz broke down and cry..wondering why are all this things happening to me?? Tapi ako pasrah ako redha.. that is why im not looking forward on hari raye..who cares about the duit raye..i dun even care..wats the use of being wealthy wen u yourself are not happy.. Happines cldnt be bought by money..happines comes from sincere hearts.. i thought the month of syawal is for us to be together and be happy..but.. i juz wish i had somebody who can really hear all my stories..its not that i want sympathy..i dun even care..juz that i want to share my stories..i need a listening ear..is that wrong having to share all my stories? wat to do..this is my fate.. i juz hope when i have my own family one day..ill be happy with my loved ones..AMIN i've always planned to run away from home..is not that i want to run away from problems..tis is the only way for me to ease my own family crisis..isnt that great?? isnt that wat you wish for??nevermind..thank you very much.. mayb insyallah one day ill do..ill do wat ive said.. ok enough of my said..thankz anyway..ok gOOd-bye..to you ppl out there im not in any mood for any celebration especially hari raya.. + + +
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