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October 30, 2005 Ok i shld be sleeping instead of blogging..coz im bored and i cant sleep..coz i cant stop thinking..thinking of wat i oso dunoe..ok im attacked by migraine..bcoz of my migraine i was abt to break my fast tat dae..ok shit..no one noes im suffering right now..no one noes im in great pain..ok wateva..tis few daes im not being myself..i dunoe why..im just putting the fake me..coz me myself dunoe wat i really want..i'll get pissed of easily..and my mom cant stop to irritate me..and my abah cant stop making me pissed off..its irritating..ok everyting sux.. i've no mood for raye..i cant feel the atmosphere..its damn boring..and so many things happened tis year tat i wont forget..and im being too emotional nowadaes.. especially hearing all the slow raye songs..played back all the memories..and i wish i cld lent a shoulder to cry on..lent a listening ear to listen all my stories..but i rather keep it to myself..and i prefer to be silent..coz i noe he'll be hearing everything.. everything happened too fast..too soon to end..thankz anyway.. To all my frens or if u really regard me as ur fren..im sori for everyting..every single thing..thankz anyway for every single thing..ok rayes coming so slamat hari raye maaf zahir batin..ok crap..who noes i might not have the chance to seek for forgiveness and be in the month of syawal..mayb tis the only way before its too late..ok too much crap..wateva..gOOd-bye.. + + +
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