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October 16, 2005 Its been a week we've been fasting..Yesterdae was fridae..so??hahayesterdae wen out to break fast together2 wif my bezfrenz..break fast at kfc..but we break our fast kindda late coz we meet up late..haha lucky theres place for us den we wen in n waited for gma n widad to come..yeay yeay tis time round widad wif us..but yesterdae for me it wasnt a pleasant one..coz my mood kindda swing.. n i felt everyting was not right..but baahh..wateva.. n sumting really excites me..wen i get to meet HIM..wahaha!!my doa da terkabul..first i saw his close fren den i hope tat he wasnt around but den next i saw its him really him..the world is really small..all tis while i've been hearing his voice but doesnt get the chance to meet him again n baahh i did yest..so long i've neva see him..its kindda awkward wen we are waving at each other..yah so long neva wave at him..haha nyahh..haha miss disturbing him..disturbing his handphone slacking at the void deck..hah but neva mind..i'll try to get use wif my new surroundingz..baahh..til we meet again.. den aft tat we wen geylang..wouw!!hate crowds..soo crowdy..had to hold tight of mayas n gmas hand..coz its so crowdy..baahh..wen ard the bazaar looking for my baju raye..but neva mind can buy other days..den walk past at tis spot where i feel myself being a stroke patient..wahahha!!walking really slow n so close..its damn crowdy..stuffy sumore..den saw lots of my long lost frenz..haha.. den we bought dengdeng n burgers..but too bad widad had to go first..den we wen ard n ard n ard n finally its time to go..really tired..the 3 of us wen to the void deck nearest gmas house but den fini wen home..as usual we laugh n laugh n laugh..juz love it..stress free.. why cant i be tis happy everyday?without putting a fake n broken smile?i dun understand life..kate-kate dari mulut lebih tajam dari pedang.. i hate conflicts..hate putting up border between sumbody or ppl tat have ties between me n them..i dun wanna hold grudges wif anyone..i really wanna break down n cry..if only ppl can read my mind..i dun really have to tell grandmother stories..sumtimes my words cant really express my feelings..n sumtimes im really out of words..couldnt really xplain everything..yah its true..we are not born to PLEASE everyone..like baahh.. the only way for me to forget all tis nonsense is to sing..coz wen i sing i'll forget evrything..n wen i sing i'll remember tat sumone tat had taught me a lil bit bout singing n most of all music..tats wat interest me.. sumtimes ppl dun really appreciate n be thankful towards everything tat had happened..ppl stop being ignorant..ignorant is a bliss..appreciate everything you have right now coz everything comes wif sacrifice..juz remember tat..dun ever say you regret wen you have loss everything..dun ever think of looking back..coz wen you have loss everyone will be clapping both hands as loud as they can..wateva.. juz be greatful.. i dun wanna pull long face wen i see them..but they are makng things complicated..im out of words..i dun wan to be more sinner towards you..but..baahhh..WATEVA..nyahh.. Excuse me ppl everthing stated here is not meant for you readers out there..so pls dun have any hard feelings towards me..coz these are for sumone that wont even eva read tis..if you have any hard feelings or anything that need to settle pls do so wif me..THANKZ.. + + +
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