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August 08, 2005 Strange..now den i realised..all da bad things happening to me tat i can never forget happened on saturdae..now i reallie hate every saturdaes..juz hate da past da memories tat are being kept inside..back den 3 yrs ago..on saturdae 2002..sumting bad unexpected happened to me..i juz hate it..i never wish it would happen again..but den history is repeating itself..30th july 2005 da date da day(its saturdae!) tat i will never forget..i reallie hate my past..its hunting me..im trying to maintain..no one noes how i feel..da dae wen i was about to loose sumting..mayb was about to loose everiting..it all hurts me alot..it gives me a great deep impact in my life..tat history tats gonna hunt me forever..mayb i'll juz have to stay strong for da time being rite now..im suffering..i juz couldnt maintain my feelingz..i still cant believe it i took tat thing..mayb i will try to stop..but wat if i'm overdose?i juz dono..sori my frens if aninting bad happens..i didnt mean so.. Ibu mengertilah Anak mu menderita Siang dan mlm Tiada hentinya.. Sampai bila dapat ku bertahan? Hanya dia saja yg tahu Ku redha ku pasrah Atas segalanya.. Mungkin ini adalah naluri hidup ku.. + + +
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